4kids1mum <3

Sorry i have MIA-ed for sometime.. I have been taking a breathing space to recover from my i want a child syndrome and my miscarriage.. It has been a hard time coping from being happy and excited of being a mum to #2 to a disappointment and failure feelings.. I have to much to write but i been so busy and tired lately.. I have been moving and moving house.. its so tiring..

Just a bit updates on my life.. Im proud of my rislin baby who is able to suck from straw at her first time of trying.. And to date she can say Papa,Mama, MumMum(Food), Bao Bao(hug)..

Shes 9mths offically today 17th , and is still breastfeeding and a neh neh monster.

And i offically have a place of my own of my small family, me, hubby and rislin..

And the day before we moved in, i threw in a pineapple, gues what, i won starters with rislin`s birthday 1702 and my uncle was even luckier, he won 3rd price if i didnt remember wrongly.. the winning tickets

One of my fab buys in shopping.. a ERGO CARRIER! I swear by it now.. i can carry rislin for hours and only have a slight sore shoulder.. I love it! I should have bought it sooner.. though ex but worth it!

And And And.. I bought a toddler bed for rislin.. no point buying a cot as shes wearing 18mths clothes at 9mths and the maximum she can sleep for cot is abt 2 yrs more and thats the maximum already.. No point throwing 200 to the drain so i was looking for a cute toddler bed with side rails till i saw this... Yeah i bought the car in pink!

Till now i cant believe i actually bought it.. cost me freaking $490 without mattress, feel like banging my head at the wall, but look on the bright side if i go else where buy sure at least 600+ and above.. And its a investment as its a single bed so she can sleep till she old also can provided if she want..

Im too tired to continue now and its close to 2am already.. im heading to bed, thanks all those who are concern for me. Im ok for now i guess :)